We have been married/together for 7 years. It has been a rocky journey, but we have always been a team, and strong! Lots of foundation built, with deep intense love. From the first time we’ve ever spoken. I knew and felt so deeply that you were and are the one I couldn’t live without. When we first got together, it wasn’t the easiest for either one of us. Through the years we’ve continued to have run into battles, but nothing we weren’t able to get through. Through everything you have always seemed to have stayed strong for us. During the years we’ve conquered some hard times, difficult situations, that nobody else in this world could ever understand. Every hurdle we faced, you never wavered, never once did you leave me to deal with a problem by myself. You never let me wake up to tackle a day alone, any problem I've had, you’ve made it your own. You’ve protected me, even when you were the one that needed protecting, you’ve defended me, even when you’re the one that needed defending. You also stood back and watched me grow and handle situations that you knew I needed to face alone but always let me know your hand was right there. I could never thank God enough for blessing me with you, but I can spend the rest of our lives showing you, standing next to you during any problem, never letting you face elife alone. JUST AS YOU’VE DONE FOR ME.

Before I met you, I felt empty. A piece of me was missing, I never knew what it was, and I spent years searching for me. There it was it was you. It was always you. I am terrified of losing you. When you are away from me for more than 5 minutes, I feel lost because wherever you go, is where I want to be. Your touch keeps the blood flowing through my veins, that’s when I know I am alive.

The only thing that scares me more than anything in this world is losing you, or your love. I know I don’t always say what’s best, it usually comes out so wrong. I know sometimes I do retard ass shit but there is one thing that I do know. I have never and will never feel another love like this. I just wish I could take your pain away, bottle it up and drink it. Because when you’re hurting, I am hurting. I know there is nothing I can say to help you, but I will never stop trying.

I will always try to make you happy, and when you are I will try to make you happier. I will always be by your side, holding your hand. Facing the world with you, right by your side.

We may have gotten married almost 3 years ago, and said our vows.. But I vowed to love you for the rest of my life the day I met you.

Things have been Ok lately. Last week I literally felt like crap and I pretty much stayed in bed on and off from Tuesday until Monday. I had hot sweats, nausea, and a fever. I felt pretty crappy! I feel much better now though thankfully.. I am not sure what was going on because my hubby didn't feel well either. Anyways, we're all better now!

We stayed up until 2am this morning cleaning the house and cleaning the carpets because our landlord is coming today for our yearly inspection. It's funny because out house literally isn't even messed up, at all.. It's so beautiful & I am obsessed with it, so much.

School starts in about 2 weeks and although the break is going to be nice I am honestly going to miss the kids. Being here all day by myself doesn't seem like it's going to be too much fun lol I got the 3 little ones school shopping pretty much all finished which is such a shocker, I am usually so behind! Which actually I kind of am behind all I got for the 2 older girls is book bags, some leggings, a few shirts and SOME school supplies.. I have 2 weeks to get that ish done ;)

Our 3 year wedding Anniversary is a little bit over a month away, and I am so happy that I met this man. I love you Bubby.

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I have been through so much in my life and I never thought that anything good would ever come my way. I have gained friends, lost friends, had relationships, ended relationships and I have never felt like I had any place in life.

I had my first child at the age of 16/17 and once I seen her face I knew my purpose in life, it was to be a mother. I am now 31 years old I have 3 girls and 2 step-sons that I consider just my sons. I am married to an amazing man and I couldn't be more appreciative for life than I am now. All it took was some trials and errors, some heartbreaks and loses and then my time came, for my happy life to begin.

I LOVE the life that I have right now, I couldn't be more happier than I am today!

January 2014 I had a full gastric bypass surgery and ever since I have had nothing but health issues. Ulcers, gallbladder removed and unable to eat. Well the day afrer my birthday 2.24.17 I was admitted into the hospital for chronic vomitting and malnutrition. Today I had a EGD done and thankfully no ulcers but apparently my stomach and all is extremely irritated way worse than the doctor has seen and they said one of my options is to have a gastric bypass reversal and I refuse for that to be an option. Well I have to call and make an appointment with my surgeon to see all other options. Well I will leave this entry with a picture of myself and the love of my life when I was in the hospital.